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after exam, i will revamp this blog. So caren, Wait ar! =D

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Thank you Min, yan, Ling and Meishih for celebrating my birthday today. I am so touched. Though i will not be in Singapore on my birthday, thanks for the early celebration.. Really touched my heart sia! *cry* heehee.. thanks for all ur blessings.. i will enjoy myself there, learn more things and also come back in one piece! dun miss me! i promise i will try to find time to accompany u all when i finished my course! ha.. gd nite.. sayonara! see you gals soon... muacks!!!

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time is not enough..haaha.. gosh.. i dunno what happened this semester.. guess what? i juz finish one chpt of my revision only until now.. haha.. chiam liao.. i dunno how to complete the rest... haha.. but still.. i'm in quite a relaxing mood.. okay.. got a bit panick but can't seem to work further.. gosh.. i'm gonna start today. really starting all my revision today.. haha..

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haha.. i have been slping these few days.. like today.. i slp abt 14 hours? but in btw of the night i keep waking up. juz couldn't get to slp and also cramp... yeah man.. u heard it.. cramp... but good thing not during exam.. but i mangaed to study 2 hours yesterday! so proud! heehee.. so i started my revision yesterday evening.. but still i am confused abt what i'm studying... it's abt calculating the airfare.. then got what backhaul fee, circle trip minimum and bla bla bla.. i do until i blur.. guess i juz need more practice. practice will makes perfect! haha.. shall go makan now! my boiling water is ready... heehee...(n_n) btw, thanks gals for all ur encouragement! NTU! here you go.. i decided to take accountancy course... Return of investment!! haha.. i guess i prefer to earn money than to my interest... anyway... my interest is not study.... so no matter which course i do also not my interest.. so shall study for the sake of my future.. a better future living for me and my family!!! =D life is so practical... but still... it's the preservance spirit that lives till the end. It doesn't matter which family backgrd i'm from, rich or poor.. but i believe the one that can shape my own future is myself, opportunities and of course God! Juz do things that when u look back, you won't regret! Juz hope for a believe i will get recruited to NTU accountancy course! *pray hard*=D

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lala.. now auntie xinyan is nagging at me.. oopz.. she better dun read this. now she says " wu yao ke jiu" haha.. say i still blogging.. so long nv hear her nag liao.. haha.. suddenly feel so weird. haha.. and ya. another two three weeks my exam will be over. and i guess, i really have no mood to study. really graduating mood. haha.. hope near to exam i will be motivated to study.. haha...

gosh... i have only like a week to study.. haha.. but still so relaxing.. heehee.. and now tell u what! now auntie xinyan is attracted to the i-weekly and is not studying now! haha... time to nag back at her now.. but think better not.. coz i not auntie.. later spoil my image.. haha... =D

ended my last day at work last sunday. and now is no more money in but is money out from bank. so shall save money now. haha. and know what? i know the trick of saving money. eat at home so u won't spend so much money. coz food is the money killer. haha... most of my money spend on food.. =)

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oh man. i juz woke up! too tired le lar.. haha.. so ppl please take gd care of urselves! heehee.. exam coming. can't wait to finish that up. i wan to graduate fast! envy those having attachment! congrats! coz u graduate even faster! heehee...

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today wasn't a very nice day. in my whole ngee ann life, it's the first time i got a mark down from evaluation. And i guess only those are close with me knows what i'm talking about. shall not talk abt it anymore. i'm not angry. i'm juz disappointed. well.. mayb a little angry. Hao xing mei hao bao! mayb in the initial stage if i didn't group with her, things won't happen this way. And of course, i learn my lesson. and someone told me that this is true. in working life, u will tend to meet all sorts of ppl. so dun take it as a setback but as a challenge. i'm over with it. Coz i feel more at ease. for i see the real face. And i know God SEES EVERYTHING and He will do the justice.

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oh man! school is so terrible now. but i must jiayou! if possible, can dear friends please give me support? i really need alot alot of support now. i really dunno what i'm doing. and honestly speaking i feel like crying every night. partly dar dar is not with me, and also becos i dunno how to express my feeling out. i'm like so left out in class. coz i dun really find "friends" in class. but thank God got laychin in class who at least makes me at ease. and sometimes, i really dunno how to explain the situation out. I thank God i'm not doing the project with that someone i feel so uncomfortable with. and if life would have to turn back, definitely, i would not do project with her. heed advice! that's what i would say. how friends has remind me about be wary of her. instead, i didn't.

shall not say anything abt the past from today onwards. But live forwardly. and i know God has always put challenges in our life to make us stronger. and of course, we do learn as we grow. whatever it is, always put urself in other ppl shoes and you will know how that person feels. I need encouragements. please give me some if you have. thanks.

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hm.. a new year coming. but i'm excited coz my dar dar is booking out! haha.. okay. i think this semester in school seems a little hard for me to get thru. many obstables blocking. like the modules really not the type i like. and i dun like to study tourism. sucks! haha. but still, i will get thru it. and of course friends. basically, thank God everyone in class is very nice. BUT i still miss liling they all. =) and i guess sometimes i may meet unreasonable ppl in life, but still it's a process of growing. okay. anger anger anger.. shall remove them coz i still have many nice things to think abt! haha like my goodie sisters yan, min, ling they all.

new year resolution:
grow more in God
go to uni (NTU! coz nearer to my hse, save cost!!) haha
go alpha track
more times to spend and also get accompany with my goodie friends
dar dar spend more time with me( coz it's always not enough)
Got many presents
be happy always
freeflow of money. (haha..)

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sign up naffa late. and was alone signing up on 23rd. and thank God! xinyan willing to accompany me... yipee! not alone anymore. things have happened too quickly. dar went in to ns. and of course, a new class again. i guess it's my character. now trying to get along with my classmates. couldn't be as close as compared to tb 32. i really miss tb 32. it's like the class are really splitting into groups. hope for a better day tml!

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my dar dar has fallen sick. and yeah. nowadays weather is so bad. especially the haze making the surrounding so misty. and today pon lect. the haze really makes ppl wants to stay at home and not going anywhere. coz everywhere looks so hazy and blur. so friends, please take good care!

well, yesterday went to celebrate for chin, rui and joanne bdae. i think it has been a long time since we last catch up and so glad most of them came. Tb32! a memorable class in my poly life that i won't forget!

even though school has reopened, i am still in the holiday mood. and really, how times flies. two years plus, my poly life juz flew passed. another 4,5 months time we will be graduating. by then, what's our plan? where are we heading? it's pretty blur still~

*haPpy BirThdAy RuILaN & LaYcHin!!!*

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19th SEpt! a day helping out in IMF!!! would i say free labour? ha.. my job was simply to stand there, introducing malay culture to them and distributing plastic bag! haha..also a abit of chit chatting with xiaohei! heehee... and ya, one of the delegates say i am an angel coz i pass her/ him a plastic bag to put his belonging. that's the most fun part i enjoyed!

besides that, let me say the highlight of the day! the 7 mins beautiful different colour stars appearing in the sky and that's the fire works!!! it lasts for 7 mins. and it's really beautiful, so nice. at least the whole day effort is worthwhile to watch the firework. it's really very very pretty.

and now got a new hairdo. got both positive and negative comments. so ya. anyway, can't do anything to change it also. so heck! haha.. anyway my dar dar say i am always so pretty in his eyes no matter what hairdo i have! haha..since my darling says that, then i guess everything else doesn't matter.. heehee... goosebump? oopz!

anyway, my dar been working 5 and a half day a week. and this fri, i'm starting to work. so guess, there's a likelihood i won't get to see him a few weeks? mayb once a week the most? hm.. no choice. and Ms R is preparing bdae celebration for Mr C. so please reply her asap so that she can organise the outing more smoothly. haha....*actually without us, better rite? heehee....* (dun kill me Ms R! haha...)

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The happiness of your life depends on the quality of your thoughts.
You have power over your mind. (not outside events)
Your life is what your thoughts make it.

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yesterday had a super unbearable day. was having cramp the whole day. from morning, attending the imf training till afternoon 2.30pm. couldn't stand the pain and went back home to rest before heading to church at 5pm

bed is the first thing in mind when i reached home. fortunately, it did bring some comfort to me. however, the pain start to attack again. the pain was so unbearable that it keeps me tossing here and there. the feeling was really terrible. to worsen it, my cough add on to the battle. was coughing non stops and the cramp was still there. finally after much struggle, i managed to fall aslp unconsciously.

nite time was terrible. the pain continues. couldn;t slp well becoz of the pain and was diappointed in some matters. only managed to fall aslp at 4am this morning. hasn't been slping well these few days. fri was a worried nite and saturday was a painful nite. thur had a nitemare.
hopefully, tonite will be a pleasant nite. i really need some rest.

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woohoo~ dar dar ns is deferred. by rite should enlist in two weeks time, but due to study, he deferred. ha. which means can spend more time with him. din really get to spend time with him past few months except for the study week. he came to my hse and study with me. other than that, as usual, all the marketing students rushing their projects.. and ya! i am one of them! yipee! exam over, projects over and is holiday now! woohoo~ shiok ar..

still remember the fews weeks before exam, especially the last week during project presentation, my grpmate and i stay in school everyday from morning to nite including sunday. and the day before presentation we stay from morning till 10pm, shift to KAP mac till they closed at 2am, then moved to outside of mac(raining super heavily), and then stay there until 3.30am. then so nice, mic bf send us to the nearest busstop coz was raining duper heavily and our storyboard couldn't get drenched. and the most scariest part is my peer evaluation! submitted in late. which means i will get a "F" for presentation. fortunately, my advisor accept my explaination and i was not penalised. phew~

and now is bbq time. got class bbq on the friday nite. brought dar along. haha.. saw ebong's bf sia. not too bad. quite a compatible match.. so Ms R and Mr C when is your turn? oopz... juz kidding...(dun be angry ar...heehee..) bbq was okay. very nice chicken wing, nice food, everything is nice EXCEPTT!!!!!! THE TOILET!!! alemak! need to walk super far. and the meishih so cute. from the time me and ling reached there she has been asking about toilet. haha.. so ke ai nei! then after eating, we went to the "nearby" washroom. eeee~ so smelly. yucks~ so excuse me people, please flush and "shoot" properly.

then went to the amk k box. hm.. din manage to sing coz only left like 1 hr plus and we have 13 people. so it's abit too little time for us to sing. so decided to go mac, slack and go to the dragon playground. ha. weian friend super nice sia, drive us. i wonder how much he spent on petrol. but anyway, it's nice ya. haha.. it's always good to have car around.

oh yeah. before the bbq, me ling and yan went to CBD area to do survey! managed to do 20 surveys.. woohoo~ well done ya! gals power~ then went to shop after that. ha.. we managed to shop a few stuffs.. heehee.. and if people are observant, me ling and yan wear the same pants on the bbq nite but diff colour.. haha.. anyone saw it? anyway, another part is the lunch part!! #$^%^$#$%^& me and ling was having lunch at the arcade(in the CBD area). i decided to get a drink and ordered a cup of ICE MILO!! and guess how much is it? $1.70 leh! and the coffeeshop is really coffeeshop. but the funniest part is the softdrink only cause $1.20! so weird rite? when u go to any of the coffeeshop, the milo is always cheaper than the softdrink. but the coffeeshop at the arcade do opposite. and is so much expensive. macham the milo make of gold. so please ask the price before order.

to conclude, life now is so much relaxing as compared to the school semester. and now, even though has competition in hand, but not as rush as the sch semester. at least can catch a breath before chiong the competition again.

okay. it's kind of singlish in my blog. shall write better english next time. =)
let's encourage good english writing!

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Life is not the same as last time. world changes, environment changes, people change, living standard changes and many many more things changes. what remains is the love for God. and of course, when all these changes, it can be directly or indirectly influence us as well. and definitely, life is not gonna be the same as in the past. dad has been resting at home for 2 months. and this definitely means lesser income for 2 mths and the doc advice him to rest at least another one more mth. today then realise that my dad has been trying hard to maintain the household expenses these two months and he did not breathe a word to me. and my bro got fever yesterday nite and got to bring him see doc first thing in the morning today. things are so fled up. not really in the good mood. especially in the morning when ling ask me abt the WISP discussion. wasn't really in the mood to talk abt it. was so worried and sch stuffs juz have to caught me up as well. hasn't been a filial daughter coz din help my dad to lighten his burden. it's really true that when u start to gorw up, many responsibilites u have to carry. and how i wish i can stop growing. but in the meantime, it is always good that dar, my church friends and of course God is helping me through. and during this difficulty, my family get to be more harmonize and more close together. like a phrase sayings..."ying huo de fu" (in a disaster, u received good things" and i guess, that the best gift i received from God during this period of time. and ya. my mrsh test. woohoo~ so happy. i pass. i got a B for it. was expecting a D(just passed). and realise marketing is not really my cup of tea. was struggling in the mid air. dun really like it. nice to learn but not nice to study and do project. but i thanks God for sustaining me thru. =)

*learn to love people and use things and NOT love things and use people.*
and i think this kind of friends who used people can juz dump them to one side. coz they dun worth the friendship!

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"a relationship cannot be compared to others, but it can felt by the other party the effort u put in.. "and i appreciate the effort he put in.

during the past 2 months, many things have cooped me up. and i guess i really dunno how to handle them. and yes, i learned. i learned that there are alot of things that are not within our control and we shall juz let nature takes its course and dun force urself to achieve it. and now, i'm will juz put in the effort and see what God has provided for me. and ya. so thankful dar is always there to support me. like a tortoise shell, when a tortoise want to hide, i can juz hide in my tortoise shell that dar provides. and of course not to forget my friends and church mates around me. "sometimes when u are down, u juz wan a little helping hand to help you" and yes, i receive from some of my friends. even though din do well at the beginning of the semester, but there still time to catch up. it's nt at the end of the destination yet. and of course with the strength God has provided and support from dar, i'm sure everything can get through.=)

i can't spell s_ccess with "U". and of course the U refers to many people. My God, my dar, my cute sis,my goodie sweetie friends and of course my church mates. even though there are times they are not there physically for me, juz by a little encouragement from their msg, their e card,their care and concern, that's the best motivation i can ever received. =)

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WOOHOO!!! has a joyous 19th bdae! lol.. first of all. celebrate with my classmates in school.. wow.. so touched. especially the presents! all of them so nice!!! simply LOVE it! nth to complain. *THANKS* haha.. first all my sweetie darling bluff me abt the gift. they gave me a bag. which i thot that bag was quite unique.. lol.. a style that is quite new to me. so my expression was a little weird and funny? i dunno how i act. then receive the presents from vian (which is from the rest of my classmates).. wow.. the earrings and especially the cross necklace so nice! aand the photoframe is unique too.and before i went home...*tatang* a crumpler bag i wished to possess!!! lol. =D ha. so sweet and nice! envy rite everyone? this is what i am so proud of.. a bunch of nice friends.. heehee.. and ya. then have the cut cake ceremony before that.=)

wanted to take a cab home. but all occupied. and took bus home instead. the journey was pretty fast. and on the way home, read the bdae card! oh my goodness!!! *so touched* my darlingS! so nice.. was practically so happy inside me.. haahaa. =DDD haha. i enjoyed and will treasure the friendship with them. then reach home! wow.. another surprise! home delivery. a bear with a bouquet of flowers! heehee. and from my bestie sis Sebast! haha.. so sweet rite? first time home delivery. then went out to met dar!

haha. dar dar is the sweetest!(sry if u dun agree with me. lol..) cook something for me to eat. so yummy! the beef tasted so sweet! very nice. can feel the sincerity he put in cooking it. then went to mahanttan for seafood platter, gelare for ice cream, secret recipe for cake and mos burger for strawberry milkshake before we went home.. haha.. then dar bought me a jacket! super nice! (of course it's super nice!*grin*) ha.. had a very enjoyable and memorable bdae. a good fullstop to the last teen days.. lol. next bdae no more "teen" le. so shall treasure it. =D

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*cough* *cough* so people please take care! ha.. min and me all down with cough. but the diff is she got bird nest to eat everyday! not fair sia! i wan to complain! i got no bird nest! anyway.. like what junius said in my tag board, my BIRTHDAY coming le! woohoo.. *grinz* heehee.. *plz know what to do ar!* got alot of bdae wishES to make! haha. a bit greedy ar.. only can celebrate once a year so ya.. i must treasure the time to make wishES.. *shall not say any out, if not won't come true* and 18 years old make a break le. Single but no longer available! haha.. so sry to all my admirer(s) *if have* haha... though i still got a few mistress ar like my gugu, ling, min...all my sweetie darlings... heehee.. *winkz* hope to have a fulfilling birthday! coming real soon le wor~

if have been tagged, you are to come up with seven qualities of your perfect lover. do specify the gender. then, list down and tag another seven bloggers on their pages. if you've been tagged before, you need not do this again.

Your Perfect Love: Male
7 Ideal Qualities of perfect lover
1. Christian and loves God! *very impt*
2. Loves me and my family! (mainly is a homely guy) *very impt*
3. Dote and concern for me!
4. Patient, understanding,caring and can tolerate my nonsense! haha..
5. Out going and is fun loving...( good if can give me surprises at time! more romantic.)*grins*
6.Faithful. *very impt*
7. Super smart, hardworking(then can earn alot of money! plus do housework!haha..)

*the greatest of all is L.O.V.E! must learn to cherish it.*

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ok. now i shall save money and buy myself a crumpler bag! heehee..love that bag. love at first sight. haha. may take some times to save that money but will still try to save and buy that bag! Been a little down lately. juz felt exhausted and tired. these few days juz wan to concentrate on my projects and nothing else. though it's a new class, new project mates, they are still very nice. but of course can't compare to my dearie like ling, yan and shih. but still thanks God for a nice project grp. and ya. am i feeling left out or am i really being left out? juz have the feeling of being left out.. how i wish he can spend more time with me.

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end of third week of school.. felt the time is rather passing super duper fast. and ya. i hope everything will turn out fine.. especially school work.. and ya. this semester will be a chiong semester. no more say it and nv do it. shall chiong le. give my full strength. especially in the new class. felt a little weird ya? without my gals.. hais... my "zi" family and min they all.. and my sisters also ya. been a long time since i went out with qi, von and ting. so long time le. and i'm like so out of touch like that.. haha.. and plus moo, nes, bird and alien. met up on thurs but suddenly nes last min got stuff so got to postpone it... i miss them all..

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went to see doc yesterday. dar dar accompany me. and ya. what did the doc says? she juz said that i'm having hyperventilation. probably becoz i'm too stress out. and ya.. i dunno what's the stress out thing that i'm stressing out.. haha.. mayb sch juz reopen and many things to do? i dunno. but good thing everything turns out fine and i thanks God for it. and mum is relieved as well.. and ya.. mother's day is coming. dunno what to get for my mum. make her a card? haha. i dunno.. lol.. so ya. i'm fine! *relieve* and thanks to friends like qi, ling and yan. they so concern for me. i'm so touched! thanks alot! *BIG hug*

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man. i'm tired. now my whole concentration will be on studies. i wan to do well. last few journey to go. Recently,felt breathing diffculties. very hard to breath. dunno what's wrong. shall go see doc after sch tml. mum is pretty worried abt it. me too. it's like taking so much effort to breath even when i'm sitting down,right now. mayb i'm juz a little tight up recently. hope everything will goes on well. I pray.

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been quite tired lately. and felt a little useless? not sure how to give advice to friend and i guess i can only give her listening ears... been quite drained out. insufficient rest. haha. i broke record again. today slpt at 5am. then wake up at 11am eat breakfast and continue my secret agenda. haaha.. can't be revealed. at least all the effort is worthwhile..

expenses gonna be high next month! gosh.. so many people bdae in june!!! so next time must start to save up earlier.. okay let me ask u all a question...

one day, batman, superman, stupid lekteng and clever lekteng is racing a car race. who won in the end? (make a guess before reading the ans)

it's clever lekteng. why?

coz the rest of them doesn't exist. get it? haha..

i'm crapping now. tired. need a rest. gd nite.

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tml sch is starting.. and at least got 2 days of vacation before sch starts. it was pretty good during these two days. yesterday went to CC to help out for a monopoly competition. our jobs was to be banker. and then after the competition, there are others games as well. so many kids came into the room and play. and of course i have plenty of fun there with the kids. haha. simply juz love kids. and i would always remember the small boi called clarence. so cute. and gave me a hug before he went off with his mum. he is only 5 years old. and yet he was with a super BIG T shirt that the length covers his legs. haha. was having a super great day. and of course after the packing up and stuff, we played other board games within our own volunteers. and it was fun playing the animal board game. lol. was so funny. and ya. enjoy myself much. and today juz slack the whole day. pack room and watch tv. lol.

and ya. the broken pieces of paper has turned into a beautiful paper again. though there's marks ard, but i guess, that is a memory and a lesson to be reminded. =)

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i felt that i am like the pieces of paper that has been tear apart. so many tear evidence that cannot be gone. even friend also agree with me.. so disappointed. felt so much like crying..

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Life is so funny. when u need and long for the comfort from someone, that person is not there. and when u wan to get over it, the person juz come and disturb and leave again without helping but add more burden and sadness.

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oopz. first time take the risk to write blog in the office. not sure if i am allowed to do it or not. juz a little bored.

read thru kl blog. find out sth quite meaningful. lost time can never be back again. i dunno if everyone understands this. how can lost time be back again? it is juz like u tear a piece of paper. u can't turn the time back and prevent the paper from tearing. and even if u put the tore pieces of paper back, it would never be the same again. it will still have the tear evidence there.and same goes to a heart that has been disappointed. it would never be the same again. the tear evidence of the heart will be filled with past disappointment memories and feeling. and the same old feeling can never be back again. never will it be back. even though, placing the tore pieces of paper together, still have the same shape, but when we look at it we know the paper has been "defected". u need the sticky tape or glue to stick them back. no matter what u do to the paper, it will never be the same. but since u have the sticky tape and glue, u can paste them back. not only that, u can beautify the paper with other materials like colour marker and sticker etc. but it depends on the person who do that. either u can beautify it, or destory that piece of paper. and i think the only way that person can beautify the paper is by using "zhen xin"( a sincere heart).
i know it's true that an artist even if they dun use a sincere heart, they can beautify that piece of paper with their talent. but the feeling when people see it is different. or i would sae, no matter how perfect the artist work is, without a sincere heart, the paper will still feel the difference. this kind of feeling can't be made. it is felt by heart. a feeling that can't be made out but only comes from a sincere heart...

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hm.. life recently have been abit down. has quite a struggling within me. but have thought things through. while for attachment, i left with only a week. yipee! which means that i will regain my freedom soon but it also means that school is reopening soon too! and for my workplace, colleagues are very nice. and very helpful. but i think is me that is abit blur blur. and this week i only work 3 days.. lol. one day mc, one dae public holiday! so shiok. so long din relax le. and i really thanks to friends who show concern to me. be it mentally or physically. especially min and sebastian. min try to encourage me and sebastian nv fail to concern his sis here. haha. nice bro to have. and of course simon who try to cheer me up. i do believe in life when there's down, u need helping hands from ur friends. and i also wan to thanks kailing who show concern and worried for me when i was not feeling well that day. it was really a BIG struggle. she even offered to send me home. lol. nice friend rite? thanks alot friends..

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MY BLOG IS ALIVE AGAIN! lol. change a new blogskin.

well, yesterday got a super bad tummy. went home at 530pm? abt an hr earlier than the knock off time. had a super painful tummy ache. went to the toilet thrice and vomited. and it was hurting really bad. then took train to went home. was hoping for a seat, but there's none. i was so painful that both my legs are so weak that i was standing with body bending forward and one hand pressing my tummy. wow. that pain was so inbearable. felt so helpless that time. wanted to break down and cry. the pain was terrible. cannot tahan le. then alight at redhill mrt station. sit at the station a while and went out of the station and went to the toilet. wanted to vomit again, but couldn't. sit at the toilet bowl for almost half an hour? at the time really feel so helpless, that i wanted really wanted to cry out. then went to call my dad. he told me he will come and fetch me but he can only arrive at half an hour later. and my mum called me back in return after that. then ask me to go to the nearby clinic and see doc. wow. the distance to the clinic seem super duper long evn though it's juz opp the station. so near yet so far. still got to cross two traffic light. then it was a really BIG struggle to walk from the train station to the clinic. but still, thanks God, i manage to reach there. really almost fainted while walking. practically i hold anything i can grab while on the way there.then went into the clinic and see the doc str. then the doc told the nurse to pass me the medicine str away. but that medicine doesn't seems to take effect. still painful. really hope there is someone beside me at that time. then my dad came about 20 mins later? then took me home. reach home, the first thing i did was to lie on my bed, with my blanket and pillow covering me. though still painful, but at least i feel so much comfortable on my bed. Thanks God. mum made me a ginger drink. and definitely after drinking, it really ease most of my pain. this was really a helpless and lonely and painful encounter i had. it was really the first time in life i felt so helpless and lonely. at least, i thanks for the nurse at the clinic that keep trying to comfort and take care of me. really is when u are in need, then u will know who is the one that really care for u. and definitely they are your family.

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anyone know how to save flowers from dying? *urgent!*

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WOW~ ITP is out! attached to OCBC/HR dept. ha. HR is the last choice for my specialisation. wadever it is. happy for those classmates that work together and also gd that most of them got quite a good place in some companies. enjoy working ya all! cheers~

went vian hse to bai nian. wow. the mum very nice. and ya. gals rulez. ha. min and shir won the guys money in manjong. haha. gd job gals. and the funniest part is vian went to the neighbour hse to get the pillow case to realise that that does not belong to her.

and ya. my class girls all grown prettier wor. shir and lan with their new hairstyle, seeing laychin wearing skirt during presentation. wow.. first time. and ya. i think shir shld wear more skirts, more femine.. and ling, xy and meishih.. having so fun with them in project. and ling and xy are like promoted to mummy liao. so caring.. in the other word, naggy. ha. but still they are nice. *muacks* love them all. while for the rest, vian and ziling still so bubbly and cheerful.

for the guys, feng and weian got new hairstyle. cool man~ not too bad. suit them. while for kel, gary and cliff.. mayb almost everyday see them so no diff. but 3 of them got rumours! ha.... *i wonder how is the rumours going*

there's a saying.. rumours is juz people anyhow say and may not be true. but for gossips it means it's spreading the true stuff..

so for the 3 guys, is it rumours or gossips? ha.. they shall decide for themselves.

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ha. been almost missing for a mth. lately have been quite busy. rushing projects and common test. but still, i love my 3 gals lots. ha. had so much fun having project with them.

this is the first entry for 2006. for yr 2006, it started off quite good. and i have found something i wan to treasure. =) not only that, i found a new church which i felt quite comfortable. a church which i kept praying for. and God ans my prayer. yea! while for my family, they are pretty alrite. and ya. my brother grew up. will throw me out of his room when i slp on his bed. ha. being bullied! but at least he started to learn how to protect himself. which is pretty good. but hope he learn it in the rite way.

and one more thing! can't wait for new year to come! so excited. heehee.

take care everyone!

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happy boxing day! ha.. how i hope spore practise that. from wad i know from wx, boxing dae is a day where by shops will have sales after christmas. and no doubt, everyone will love it. too bad. we dun have it here. christmas has been an enjoyable day and boxing day has been a very relaxing day. practically slp at home the whole dae. and ya. time to start revising le. enough of rest. shall start tml. ha! and after some search, i finally found the song and the lyric i want! thanks to liling! =D

爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要.
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱.
我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到对的人出现.

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Merry christmas everyone~ heehee=D

went to work on the eve of christmas.
wow. so many ppl.
almost got a shock that got to work full day.
heng, can push that away.
met seb for christmas dinner.
ha. nice nice. ate billy bombers at bugis.
seb is cute now. grow chubby liao.
gosh, he gonna kill me if he read this.
ha. but dun care. stating facts.
took train to boon lay after dinner.
watch Narnia.
NICE show~
juz nice, show ends at 2356.
able to countdown...

*thanks alot sis. had so much fun and laughter with u=D*

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=) =P =O = =\ =/ =] =( =[ happy? surprise? sad? disappointed? tired?
well.. all these could be ur feeling at this pt in time. juz let nature takes it course..

wow.. i miss tv so much~ so long din stay at home for so long and watch tv for a couple of hrs. still.. watching tv, slacking infront of tv is still my fav! and ya.. i wan to gain weight! my new yr resolution. heehee. so anyone got any tips to gain weight tell me. i will greatly appreciate. learning to relax is a gd way to maintain a gd temper which i am trying to learn now. so do lend me ur helping hand if i ever need one.=)

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well.. yesterday is the last lesson for my social psychology. it's kind of liek quite sad coz the class was super fun.. as we get to know more abt each other, it's time for us to say goodbye. seriously speaking, 6 weeks of IS is a bit rushing with 1 assignment and 2 projects in btw. however, i enjoyed lots. interesting studies on how human behaviour. i wouldn't mind to take a degree in social psycholody next time. ha! and ya.. yesterday presentation was alrite and the effort of preparing the ppt is one nite! so ya.. can't expect much. and i do enjoy the grp project with kailing, yee xian, clarice and last but not least eugene. ha.. especially the part where we played a trick on the whole class. it was one of the unforgetful memories. and ya. weian acted "yang siong" the xie shao guang acting character of the holland village, behaving like sissy. very funny sia.

and one of the indivisual projects, siao ying did a presentation on prostitute. well... it's a real life story that the good friend's mother is a prostitute. the good friend's parents divorced when she was very young. and her mum got to support her empty handed. so she become a prostitute in the end. well.. working as a prostitute, different ppl have a different pt of view. it depends on how u look at it. some feel very inmoral when some will felt they have no choice. but sometimes life is so hard that it pushed someone to the corner. my view pt on prostitute somehow change after the presentation but i still believe that one shld protect their body and not use it for other purposes.

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after much thinking, i decided not to take up the tuition job. actually abit disappointed coz i like kids and all along hope to find a part time job related to kids. well.. it doesn't matter now. what matters most is my studies, family and my spiritual life. this whole mth has been a battle for me. lots of thought, lots of struggling and lots of thinking. first is the specialisation, 2nd is my job whether to take up the tuition job and my personal struggling about certain things etc. but all has been thought thru now. and the most headache is my project! gosh. especially my social psychology and IEF. i really dunno how to or what to start off with my IS and IEF has to slowly absorb the information. and last but not least the haven even started EC project! ha. really dunno what's wrong with me this semester. li bu chong xin. i remember i told liling i wan to chiong for this semester. and now i think i am doing the opposite. guess i work too many days after sch reopen. i really can't fidn a day where i stay at home and rest. wo hao dui bu qi zi ji. make myself so tired and cause me no mood to do anything at all. guess i need to do some self reflection.

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wow.. can't believe sch has reopened for a mth plus le. time really passed very fast. and i realise i am very broke. as the saying goes :time is money, money is time. i am broke coz i lost too much time, indirectly, i lost too much money. ha! so do treasure ur time and spend ur time wisely.

listening to 933 now. got ying yue ri ji. "music diary".. ha.. long time din listen to it le. muz treasure the time.. and ya..tml class ends at 5pm. and got to rush down to work after that. shall grab sth to eat while on my way to work before i start starving for the whole evening.

sometimes in life there's always a up and down. recently heard that two of my ex classmates had quitted school. was quite shocked when i heard that. but still, it's their life. shall respect them their decision and hope they will do well. =)

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LEKTENG!!!!!!!!!!! ha... ANTHEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! everything is quite peaceful in my life now.. so far no BIG trouble or BIG sorrow. mayb the only thing i concern now is my studies. haven been doing tutorial for the past 2 or 3 weeks. oopz. ha.. okay.. shall motivate myself to work harder and let no obstacle to knock me down. and thanks liling, xinyan and meishih. it's nice working with them in a project grp. Gals grp! ha. we had alot of fun and most of all crapped alot. continue to work hard gals~

went to watch harry potter on wed. wow.. not bad not bad. but still my craving to watch "zai shou yi chi wo ai ni" is still there... ha.. shall find the vcd or get it from friends who have it.

last week ob training was fun. we had floorball. ha.. long time din play le. the last time i played that was during sports camp. ha... actually miss my sports camp days. it was super duper fun. but super duper time consuming too. but still din regret joining. know many friends there. and yeah past few days have been meeting them. heehee..

now shall talk about my life. have been missing going to church for a very long time. hopefully can find a church soon.

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do not cry when the sun sets in the end, coz the tears will not let u enjoy the beauty of the stars. =)

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I'M BACK TO SINGAPORE!!!juz came back from stong. super tired. aching the whole body. shall update the exciting and fun expedition another time. and my butt hurts. fell down many times. lost count already. ha! mummy bdae tml. going grandma place tml to celebrate. hm.. dunno wad to get for her. probably a bdae cake bah. no time to shop. or shall do the shopping tml if i have the time. nite!

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it has been a long time since i have a rest.
well, fri went to see a dentist.
had a tooth filled up.
it was aching the whole day after that.
skip my dinner.

it was the next day, saturday.
not feeling well.
so meet up with xy and ling late plus gary as well.
went ecp for cycling.
feel much better after some food.
probably lack of nutrients for skipping dinner and breakfast
however, cycling was fun.
saw many dogs=x
been a long time since i last cycled.
so happy.

today, sunday.
went to visit ivan's church.
was looking for a church.
hope to find a better and more suitable church for me.
the service was alrite.
sermon " ready for the grace of delay"
probably it was God's grace for the delay in His coming.
probably wan to let me have more time finding a church and to know more abt Him.
I Love u Lord, for the sacrify U make for us.
sometimes, christians see God's grace for their own benefits.
bad thinking.
self centred.
i hope i dun have this thinking.
never shld i.
i pray.

tml, 24th oct 2005.
going for stong.
felt abit reluctant to go.
probably tired.
din have enough rest during the holiday.
been either working or going out.
hope it will be fun.

-x=hope=x-
to have more time.
let me know more abt Him
let me find a suitable church.
let me accompany my family more.
let me have more time for Him.
pray for everyone's safety.
pray for a save trip.
pray for the salvation of my family and friends.
pray for my work.
pray for everyone's health.
to be with Him forever. Amen.

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how does it feels like when u think that everything doesn't seems right and not knowing wad to do? how does it feels when u hope for everything that doesn't belong to u? how does it feels when u envy ppl and u couldn't get anything? how does it feels when u think everyone in the world is better than u and u are juz a tiny little peanut or juz a nth at all?

in this part and parcel of life, nothing is fair and u shldn't be grumbling coz there's always a reason why God is doing it. But wad is the real reason behind that? it seems so funny when we view from the point that " why that person has it? and i dun have? why that person so fortunate while i am living is a misery..?"

actually wad the person may or may not has it but we definitely do not have is trust and faith. we shld always trust and have faith in God that there's always a reason why God is doing it. we always in time grumbing while the real reason behind it has revealed to us eventually. it justs that we didn't pay notice to it. so always look ard and observe before complaining and think for the reason for happening then u will find the ans that u want...

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woowoo~ today went shopping with xinyan and ling and enjoy alot ya.. bought a few stuffs: one bag, one top, one bottom and 2 necklaces and i cut my hair! now is super super short le.. hahaa.. but look more refresh.. woowoo~ nice nice.. actually i like short hair coz it's refreshing..

this morning went back to sch to hand up my idemnity form and money. YES! i can go stong le.. woowoo~ wadever it is, forget the unhappiness and look towards the future!

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yipee! the application for stong not close yet which means i can go stong le~ haha.. hopefully this time can reach the summit and i wan to see stars and find my own horoscope..according to mr jason ,my piggy daddy the other time, he mentioned whoever can see their own horoscope is a very lucky thing. so i wan to find it! lar.. so happy now~

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hm.. dunno wad happened to me nowadays.. like having PMS.. get irritated easily.. so my dear friends plz bear with me for the time being.. mayb too tired le bah.. well... i cacelled my work schdule for stong.. and i miss the application for stong... so now i got one week free the week before sch reopen.. so whoever have any activities call me ya.. now i super regret for cancelling my work schdule if not i could have work and earn extra pocket money.. dun care le lar.. so better dun come close to me nowadays or i might juz blow up and #$@%^#^$%... *disappointed* this word juz appear in my mind. i dunno why i think this way but i juz feel this way.

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hm.. finally had my blogskin change.. wahaha..okay lar would like to sae a BIG thank you to the zhu ba jie who help me design this bloggie.. and last but not least the owner who did the editing herself~ woowoo~

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lar.. going class chalet tml to wed. anything juz call or msg my phone..

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damn.. i really respect myself.. able to let go of my fear and worries and juz pretend nth happen.. family is always having problems.. gosh i really hate it.. but still got to face it.. i cried.. it has been such a long time since i cried.. the problem doesn't lie in me but my parents.. i really dunno wad's going on.. it really make me so heart pain to see them like this.. mayb becoz of this, i learn to be more independent.. but i'm tired.. juz hope someone will be there to support me.. the weight is simply too much for me to carry.. to be love and love someone is difficult.. so do cherish it when u can give or receive it.. be blessed.. it's fortunate.. trust me...

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well.. basically tues we went back to sec sch to find all our teachers.. damn.. morning i have a hrm revision class and afternoon i have another blaw revision class... in the morning went for the hrm revision class then straight away rush back to sec sch to meet the 2B clinque..

wow.. i miss all of them ya.. especially the gals maureen, munshee, shuqi, von.. coz long time din catch up with them... and ya.. A level is approaching.. so u guys jiayou wor! then went for lunch with them.. and i was scolded to be studious coz i wanted to go back to sch to attend my blaw revision class.. haha.. and in return imran and joel promise to go play pool with me if i skipped that. and ya.. i wasn't tempted to do that. suddenly, got a msg from liling. she sae the class might not be going for revision.. and she might not be going too. so, i end up going CDANS with my ex classmates.

over there we played bowling, haha.. and there's once, imran almost fall! WAHAHAHA!! then he spar! so shuqi came out with a theory, mayb u need fall so that u can spar.. haha..

after the game went to orchard to take a walk coz that stupid joel need to go dental for his braces checkup. so the rest of us (shuqi, luis, imran, azman and me) went to take a walk at PS.

the gals were splitted with the guys while we were walking inside PS. shuqi wanted to play arcade so we went there. and damn! shouldn't let me see the pooh bear machine. i was really tempted to catch the pooh bear in the machine. so in the end, couldn't resist the temptation and went to catch. i failed. i try second time after shuqi passed me another 1 dollar coin. damn.. i fail again. haha.. so i decided to get the guys for help. i called them and said we need help! haha.. so they rush all the way to the arcade only to know that i wan the pooh bear! well.. i was so touched by their act! haha.. so imran sponsored me three 1 dollar coin and we catched again. well. that stupid luis dunno how to use the machine. ask him to press then later unhold. he str away put the coin, press and unhold. then the machine only move a little. nth to catch! haha. 1st attempt failed. so 2nd time i tried. fail again. then third time imran try. well.. fail again! juz not our luck then. but the pooh bear is the limited edition. gosh.. i want it! can someone catch it for me? i love it man.. pooh bear in a cook attire.. so cute.. superb!

it was abt 530 then. then joel came to meet us and we went to meet the rest of classmates at the control station.

we had our reunion dinner at the fish and co. and our seat was juz beside the toilet. gosh.. so there were Shuqi, yvonne, mingshi, azman, imran, syahir, jweesiang, joel, luis, desmond and fitri.

most of the guys ordered fish & chip and the gals, we ordered the corinedle sphagetti (which suck!) , seafood platter ,fish & chip and the super BIG drink dessert forest. mingshi sat beside me. and the best out of him is i remember him calling the waitress by saying "hello hello" haha.. macham uncle in coffee shop. he din't changed much ya=D and luis with his lame joke.

so after the dinner we decided to talk abt the chalet. we went to yoshinoya. shuqi and desmond bought a drink. so we sit down there deciding who is the chairman of the chalet who is imran etc. and after that we start playing prank call. haha.. that joel acting with his hong kong assent. it was fun ya playing with mr lee, jean( which she scolded him Mother F*****), mahadhir(who know tt's joel) and maureen.. haha... super funny sia that part.

as usual joel will always be the joker. imran the mr rich man who has a visa. luis with his lame joke. mingshi the uncle pattern. yvonne the laughter. shuqi the tired one.( always wan to slp when not enough slp), fitri, jweesiang, desmond,azman the soccer freak. and syahir become more handsome le wor! he slim down quite alot. more yandao. weewee~ well, basically many have not change much in term of appearance and character. but it's a bit of surprise when u know some of them have stead. and imran is not taller than me! haha... guess we had so much fun that nite. hope can catch up more during the chalet. anyway ppl in JC all the best for ur A lvl and ppl in poly, all the best for ur exam! jiayou! =)

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well... finally all projects come to an end. yipee! wahahaha... i love it so much now.. the freedom i have and few more weeks is gonna be holiday! looking forward it ya.. hope these 3 weeks faster come. faster take exam and finish it. =D friday outing with class was very fun. ice man, mr wolf, eagle catch small chick.. lol.. childhood game. and the slow kelvin with his blur action. superman! ha.. everything was so fun and enjoyable. hope we stay the same class for next semester. it simply too resistable to change class. ^^ i love myself! i love God! i simply love everything i have now..

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hai~ think lost my ezlink card and student card. and ya.. again i lost my ezlink.. gosh.. i really dunno how i lost it. i remember putting it in my bag clearly after getting off the bus.. mayb drop on my way home.. and it's so troublesome.. got to write my name after every lecture.. why ezlink dun like me? always lost.. where is it? someone plz find it and pass back to me.. and ya.. i got to spend money making it.. oopz.. dun dare to tell my mum.. i's sure she will nag abt it.. hai~

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this 2 days been rushing for project. guess everyone is doing that bah. now in sch with xinyan and cliff. it's 9.10pm now. wow.. u see that. IT'S 9.10pm! and i'm still in sch.. hm.. today got IS outing. watch charlie and the chocolate factory.. hm.. interesting movie~ can go watch.. nice chocolate factory.. like fairy tale.. some parts quite funny too. next week another grp is organising haunted hse.. oh my goodness.. and we are going at nite.. hopefully not that scary.. i'm terribly bored nw. dunno how long then can go home.. i wan to go home~ someone come and fetch me home.. wo yao kan jian shi. haven been watching show for the past few days.. ~sad~

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hm.. mayb things came into my mind these few days.. well.. juz been thinking and reflecting it.. well i concluded sth.. sometimes u juz dun have to think abt it and make urself confused or brood over it. since it's past, juz let it be. for present stuff tt u have thinking and decising abt it, juz let nature takes its course. but remember to follow ur heart and dun bother abt how ppl view or their opinion. but still remember to be mindful what u say. coz u might juz hurt someone feeling even though u are not intended to do that. to u mayb a small matter, but to others, they might mind it alot.(thanks xy for reminding me that in the train, felt abit guilty abt it). i believe what liling always sae. different ppl have different thinking. and what they wan to do mayb not be what u will do. always try to step out and stand in other ppl's shoes what u will do if u are them. same for relationship as well. sometimes u may want to be protective but it may lead to be possessive. past experience teaches me some stuff. dun expect any return from the other party even though u give in alot coz it's investing and not loving. a relationship that doesn't work out now will not work out in the future. sometimes u juz have to let it go. a failure relationship leads to another new and potential relationship. dun cry becoz it's over. smile becoz it happens. =)each experience will gain diff things but the main factor to let it goes or not still depend on URSELF. same goes to problem. it's up to urself if u wan to fight it out or not. in the end if u still can't solve or think thru abt it, the only thing u can do is PRAY! pray to God and ask him to lead u.. always pray and sometimes u will have some surprises. ^^

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so bored. at grandma place now. today celebrating my grandpa bdae... terribly bored. well plan to go sungei buloh with liling today but it was raining.. hai~ suddenly feel like going to those nature place. like sungei buloh, mount faber and pulau ubin! i wan to go these area! anyone? haha.. ask me along if anyoen of you going to these area. finally ct is over.. but still got projects to do. went out yesterday with some of my classmates.. well.. juz loitering ard orchard area.. it makes me flash back the memories 1 yr ago during first day of school.. haha.. i remembered we went to walk ard orchard after the first day sch dismiss. and we took neoprint. well.. almost everyone still look the same. even the hairstyle too.. so fast a yr plus had passed and another one yr plus we gonna graduate... time flies really fast. i really nv regret getting into TB32.. with a bunch of nice classmate. it really fortunate to be in TB32. at least no conflict in class and have fun together!=) thanks gals and guys to step into my life.

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Three paper down and one more to go! yeah.. juz three more days and i am free.. yipee! looking forward to go sungei buloh heehee.. and pulau ubin too! nv been to pulau ubin, eager to go..heehee.. dunno why a bit chest pain now. shld be alrite bah after resting a while..

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haha.. went to study with jason ivan dee and last but not least jason's gf last sat.. but guess wad? din study at all.. sitting at the cafe watching the funny video clip and see photos.. diaong.. haha.. but manage to start study with xy today! yeah! i start revision le! heeehee.. hardworking bah.. haha.. then last sat went to creative care centre. guess wad? they exchange a brand new zen mirco mp3 PLAYER for me.. haha.. is mp3 PLAYER not mp3. coz mp3 is the song.. u know mp3? not the player itself.. ganna suan by dee when i sae wan to repair mp3. coz he sae mp3 cannot repair de only can delete.. haha.. lalala.. a brand new zen micro.. yipee! so creative not that bad after all.. hope can last.. dun spoil again! wahaha..

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nv buy creative thing! urgh.. first after one mth plus.. my optical mouse spoil.. and now after 3 mths my mp3 spoil.. low quality! spoil spoil and spoil.. pek chek le. creative sucks! dun buy creative no matter how gd they are.. coz they can nv last..

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HAPPY! is the word i want in my me....

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TOOTHACHE!!! urgh.. so painful.. been painful for the past 2 days? first got ulcer then now toothache. but is so funny.. is not one particuler tooth that is painful but is the whole row at the back that is painful.. mayb growing out wisdom tooth bah.. wisdom leh.. but the pain still bearable but still painful.. aching the whole say sia.. *ouch*

haahaa.. bought a set of small winnie the pooh for display de.. those that can put in the cupboard for display.. love it.. coz pooh bear is too cute to resist it.. =)

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i am tired. i am stress. i hate myself. soemtimes i really dunno what i actually want. get frustrated easily and get angry over minor staff.. wad's wrong with me actually? i really dunno.. lagged back alot this semester.. urgh... what happened to my studies? i really dun understand at all.. and in lecture i'm too tired to concentrate.. feel like slping.. and yup.. i did slp on today's lecture.. and the feeling when u wake up, it's really shiok! it was then i realise it has been a long time since i slpt for 8 hrs a day.. everyday i slpt for only like 5, 6 hrs. hold me up God..

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terribly bored now.. dun feel like doing tutorial.. hai!
sian.. why life is so sian.. let's make it better by saying.. ANTHEA U ARE THE BEST!! whahahah... crapping now...

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hm.. now currently bz with sch work and project. and last but not least working as well.. hm..sry ya sebastian always cannot meet up with u..i'm really sorry ya.. dui bu qi.. i promise will find a day to go out with u de.... and sry to my grpmatse also.. always got to work.. then have to leave earlier to go work.. but dun worry i will compensate by putting more effort in the project.. = ) currently got 5 projects on hand... wow.. really alot sia.. out of 6 modules.. and some are really heavy weightage like ECD! 60%.. oh my goodness.. got to gambatee wor! and to the rest of my classmates.. dun be too demoralise by today's comment on the ECD project! we shall support each other and get over it! to be honest, i'm a little discourage by the comment.. but no worry.. we got new idea le!!! heehee.. hope this idea can be accepted. jiayou wor everyone...

here a little story:
You are driving along in your new porche boxter car on a wild, stormy night. You pass by a bus stop, and you see three people waiting for the bus:
1. An old lady who looks as if she is about to die.
2. An old friend who once saved your life.
3. The perfect man (or) woman you have been dreaming about.

Which one would you choose to offer a ride to, knowing that there could only be one passenger in your car. Think before you continue reading. This is a moral/ethical dilemma that was once actually used as part of a job application.

You could pick up the old lady, because she is going to die, and thus you should save her first; or you could take the old friend because he once saved your life, and this would be the perfect chance to pay him back.

However, you may never be able to find your perfect dream lover again.

The candidate who was hired (out of 200 applicants) had no trouble coming up with his answer. I love this, I may actually use it sometime for an interview situation

.WHAT DID HE SAY?

He simply answered: "I would give the car keys to my old friend, and let him take the lady to the hospital. I would stay behind and wait for the bus with the woman of my dreams.

"Never forget to "Think Outside of the Box."

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lalala.. doing tuturial now.. it's 2am le.. BORED!!! lalala.. jiayou wor xy! haha... i give up le.. =x

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hm.. went for training yesterdae and it was terrible.. guess i'm old le bah.. though the training quite slack but i can hardly cope with it.. dunno wda's wrong with my physical lately.. guess din train during holiday bah..

today went to downtown east for the family chalet.. well... got lots of delicious food like crab, fish, tiger prawn chicken wing and etc... haha.. i was down there eating,.. din help much in the cooking and ya.. i was super lazy... too bad got to work tml.. oopz.. i mean ltr.. thus din stay.. hai.. how i wish i can stay... din have enough rest yet... tsk tsk.. =)

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listening to "hou lai" by liu rou ying.. it really makes me reflect alot of memories.. it's a very nice song......... later, in my tears, i understand that once u missed someone, the person may be gone.......

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sometimes it's better not to know sth than knowing it. i'm in quite a confused state now.. but still life has to go on... juz ignore it will be a better choice bah.. if not really dunno how to face it.. juz hope everything will be a better one..

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wad's wrong with lekteng nowadays? she's tired, sian and dunno wad to do.. her life has been tight up by studies, work and projects. life is so sian! and the projects. they sucks! but still got to complete.. but can't be bothered.. tml OB training.. and ya.. i can go again.. coz last week not feeling well and i skipped it.

so wad is loneliness to a man? does it means loneliness when u got nth to do.. or loneliness when u are surrounded by many ppl but do not know anyone of them? or it means u got to eat by urself and has no companion to eat with u? it's abt the project again.. my mind is all abt project now. wad biz to set up? and wad is credit receivable? haha.. bored is the only word i can describe it.. and recently i have fall in love in one song.. yi qian nian yi hou by JJ lin.. super nice sia.. better than tong hua.. tong hua i sick of it le.. go to slp le.. nite everyone..

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the feeling sucks.. today not going to sch le.. coz not feeling well.. gonna stay at home and watch tv till i song.. heehee...so long nv stay at home whole day le.. ltr going to see doc to get MC.. mummy rushing me to see doc but still i want to catch the morning drama series.. wahahaha... yesterday in class was bad.. i feel so cold even though i have put on my jacket... and even xinyan without her jacket sae alrite.. having headache in class make me couldn't concentrate.. after class, then went down to canteen 1 to celebrate for liling bdae.. dunno why after eating i'm feeling much better.. mayb i skip my breakfast and lunch bah.. coz halfway in class, i went to washroom vomited the cheese bun that i took in the morning.. urghh.. hate it.. now cooking porridge on my own for my breakfast coz too tired to move and still felt a bit giddy when stand up... dun have the energy to walk to jp to buy food..

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Message: This is a true story that happened in Japan.

In order to renovate the house, someone in Japantore open the wall. Japanese houses normally havea hollow space between the wooden walls. When tearing down the walls, he found that there was a lizard stuck there because a nail from outside was hammered into one of its feet. He saw this, feltpity, and at the same time he was curious. When he checked the nail, turns out, it was nailed 10 years ago when the house was first built.What happened?The lizard had survived in such a position for 10years! In a dark wall partition for 10 years without moving, it is impossible and mind boggling. Then he wondered how this lizard survived for 10 years without moving a single step--since its foot was nailed!So he stopped his work and observed the lizard,what it had been doing, and what and how it had been eating. Later, not knowing from where it came, appeared another lizard, with food in its mouth.Ahh! He was stunned and at the same time,touched deeply. Another lizard had been feeding the stuck one for the past 10 years...Such love, such a beautiful love! Such love happened with this tiny creature...What can love do? It can do wonders! Love canperform miracles!Just think about it; one lizard had been feeding the other one untiringly for 10 long years, without giving up hope on its partner.If a small creature like a lizard can love like this...just imagine how we can love if we try~

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new haircut, new hairstyle.. hm... pei xinyan and liling go cut hair.. who knows end up i join them cutting hair too.. hm.. now hair look abit weird lar.. dunno how to style it actually.. so how? hm.. dun care lar.. see how i can do abt it tml morning bah.. tired le.. go rest le.. nite=)

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hm... bdae was an memorable day. celebrate in sch ya.. coz was helping out in BA orientation day.. so ya.. got so many ppl sing birthday song for me..^^ hm.. then got 3 bdae cakes. first was from my classmates(thanks xy, LL, vian, shirleen, cliffton and weian) , another was from qi they all(thanks qi, caren,danny and susan) and the last but not the most impt cake was from my mum. wow.. 18 le.. make me feel so old.. boi.. but at least there are many things i can do now..
bdae was fun.. but juz felt sth left out.. i dunno wad it is..

and today was sabo by qi they all.. make me go all the way to raffles place and sae they are at dover le.. diaong.. was very tired.. but still was tricked to go out.. my both eyes closing soon.. and qi come out with a weird theory.. sae wad put eyeshadow make ppl more slpy coz put le.. the eyelid more heavy.. diaong..wad a weirdo theory.. then went to westmall to collect the bracelet (thanks xinyan and xinai) but then still big.. so the auntie gonna help me alter again..

hm. tired.. wan to slp le.
nite nite.. * i juz wan to be happy.. that's all i ask for. )*

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! ^.^

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Happy mother's day!!! woohoo.. going to book in to sch by 8pm today for sports camp... will be back on thur! anything juz contact me thru my handphone.. take care everyone! have fun ya^^
-anthea-

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wad to update? hm..juz seems like i got nth to update.. next mon to thur is the actual sports camp.. so GL got to book in early by one day.. so got to bk in this sun for camp.. sian this sun is mother's day sia.. got to bk in to sch then leave sch.. i really got nth to sae abt this.. then going to celebrate mother's day at my grandma place... haven got anything for mum yet.. really dunno wad to get for her...been such a long time since i last been to my grandma hse.... oopz.. so unfilial.. but working mah.. so no choice.. and i got to admit sometimes it's bored at my grandma place.. and i am always the nanny.. taking care of my cousins and play childhood games with them. like heart attack, teach them play golf and many games.. but it really fun ya.. but at the same times could be boring if u keep playing the same game with them everytime.. so always got to think of new game.. and dun see them pri sch kids nia.. they already know how to play blackjack... and play with money.. like 10 cents 20 cents.. haha..got a few times saw them quarreling over this small amt of money.. u really feel like laughing.. it was somehow reflecting some of my childhood time.. then play soccer at void deck.. haha.. the area so small and the ball reflect from the wall here and there.. they also play until so song and happy.. it really reflect me coz when i was young, i used to play soccer with my neighbours too.. and i can still remember there's one time my neighbour accidentally hit a lady head while she's using the public phone to call.. then she scold us.. diaong.. then we faster run away.. haha.. then change location to playgrd to play.. haha.. really reflect alot of childhood time suddenly.. and it really reminds us that time doesn't stop and could nv turn back.. so cherish every min , every sec u have now....

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