hm.. today is chinese new yr eve. so went to my grandma place for a reunion dinner. was taking bus with my dad and bro to my grandma place. while on the journey there, i realised sth. the dark black hair of my dad is highlighted by some strands of white hair. my dad has grew older. at that moment only graditude is felt within my heart. my dad has been working so much for this family. had a chat with my dad on the way home and realise he has not been traveling oversea for a very long time ever since i was born. the furthest place he travelled the most after i was born was batam. i knew he loved traveling from the way he described those places he went to me. but he got so much things to carry that he can't go. he got to work so hard for this family and my bro need alot of attention especially from my parents. my dad really dote on my brother alot but i'm not saying that he dun dote on me but he really put extra effort on my bro. a love from a dad u will nv get to see in this world. he sarcrifrices so much for him. last time he sacrifrice a higher pay job juz for the sake of having more time with my brother. he save, he thrift juz for the sake of this family. i really respect him alot. i love u dad~!
hm.. like i sae was having reunion dinner at my grandma place. my grandma is abt seventy plus le. recently dunno wad happened to her leg. see doc alot of times liao but still pain and have not recovered. so pain that she got no appetite to eat. all she ate at the reunion dinner is rice with soup not even wan to have any fish or meat. my heart is crying when she make this comment ' ting ting muz eat more, dun have to be ke qi. this maybe the last time i cooking le. i dunno if i got strength to cook next yr. my health is deteroiating...' instantly i was at a loss of word. all i can do is using my very best effort to eat this reunion dinner and with thanksgiving in my heart. i thank God that my grandma is still with me and able to eat what she cooked today. The effort and strength she cooked the meal today was especially meaningful to me. i really appreciate it alot.
this yr reunion dinner was especially significant to me. it really let me realise alot of thing that i had not been notice. i really hope every yr from now on i can still be able to eat the reunion dinner meal that my grandma cook. i love u grandma! u are the most 'wei da' grandma in the world..
