well.. sometimes life sux when u got to forgo things that u like due to some other committment. i really hate this feeling.. a feeling that make u so disappointed and helpless.. so demoralising.. urgh.. but sometimes all u have to do is to SMILE=) and everything will be much more better...
well.. today is the last training by the 11th committee... feel so sad sia... there will be some parting le.. well.. NP is my 2nd home.. and OB is my 2nd NP.. which somehow means OB is part of my 2nd home.. well.. i have plant my seed in OB and let it grow le.. juz now was having our last debrief for the training.. well.. i cried! i feel so much graditute for wad the OB ppl had done and they really make an impact in my life.. i nv knew i can put 'so much' committment to OB and had my seed planted there.. coz there are too many committment in my life now.. so much that i had hard time breathing.... but thank God for his merciful.. i really appreciate that.. OB oeiii...~
do not cry when the sun sets at the end of the day becoz the tear will not let u enjoy the beauty of the stars...