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Monday, July 03, 2006
Life is not the same as last time. world changes, environment changes, people change, living standard changes and many many more things changes. what remains is the love for God. and of course, when all these changes, it can be directly or indirectly influence us as well. and definitely, life is not gonna be the same as in the past. dad has been resting at home for 2 months. and this definitely means lesser income for 2 mths and the doc advice him to rest at least another one more mth. today then realise that my dad has been trying hard to maintain the household expenses these two months and he did not breathe a word to me. and my bro got fever yesterday nite and got to bring him see doc first thing in the morning today. things are so fled up. not really in the good mood. especially in the morning when ling ask me abt the WISP discussion. wasn't really in the mood to talk abt it. was so worried and sch stuffs juz have to caught me up as well. hasn't been a filial daughter coz din help my dad to lighten his burden. it's really true that when u start to gorw up, many responsibilites u have to carry. and how i wish i can stop growing. but in the meantime, it is always good that dar, my church friends and of course God is helping me through. and during this difficulty, my family get to be more harmonize and more close together. like a phrase sayings..."ying huo de fu" (in a disaster, u received good things" and i guess, that the best gift i received from God during this period of time. and ya. my mrsh test. woohoo~ so happy. i pass. i got a B for it. was expecting a D(just passed). and realise marketing is not really my cup of tea. was struggling in the mid air. dun really like it. nice to learn but not nice to study and do project. but i thanks God for sustaining me thru. =)
*learn to love people and use things and NOT love things and use people.* and i think this kind of friends who used people can juz dump them to one side. coz they dun worth the friendship!